RazliFiana

♥ Noor
♥ MusFitri
♥ Afiq
♥ Kamiyah
♥ Heather
♥ Arrifino
♥ FyQa
♥ Kelly

While i was in camp this week,my platoon buddy Ah Tiong played for me this particular song from Celine Dion on his ipod,from then on this song stuck in my brain.Everytime when this song plays in my mind,it reminds me of my baby girl.How time flies so fast,and we are almost reaching our 8 months together in 6 days time.I really treasure every moment i have with my girlfriend,treasure her so much.This song,i dedicate to my girlfriend,for loving me always.She didnt give up on me at all in anything i do.She's the strength and power in me.Like in this song,particularly in this part of the song which goes
.."You were my strength when i was weak,you were my voice when i couldn't speak.You were my eyes when i couldn't see.You saw the best there was in me.Lifted me up when i couldn't reach.You give me faith cause you believed.I'm everything i am because you love me"..
Fazliana BMY really means alot in my life,honestly.I'm nothing without her.She changed me to be more mature guy,taught me how to be more responsibility and appreaciating people around me.I feel so restless without hearing her voice,i feel so weak inside..feel so down..,not getting to hear her laughter and cheerful voice.Sometimes i have some negative thoughts,thinking how my life gonna be like if one day our relationship going through hard times...or maybe she found someone way better than me,just how am i gonna be leaving and moving on?How?
Answer:I can't.Coz she's the girl that i love.She's the one i really feel the love with and really understand very well what true love means..i dont think i can even move myself.Coz deep inside me,soooo deep inside my heart...she is the only one AND ONLY...gem in my heart...not other girls can replace it...i understand true love,i've gone through happiness,sadness,tears,anger,jealousy..just EVERYTHING with my baby girl..how can i ever let her go...i love her a lot.I always pray to ALlah S.W.T,berdoa..persuade him,please....please dont take back this precious gem u have givn me.Please,i promise i will take good care of her,cherish her with full of love and guiding her along the way.I'm praying for our relationship to last till eternity.
I am truly sincere being with her.I'm doing all this thing in tekong,going through tough time losing weight,building myself up..from a fat boy of 105kg going down to 84kg,i'm doing all this for my baby girl bcoz i wanna make sure i wana look good infront of her,make her proud of me..i am doing this just,for her...
Sayang,
I love you baby..i truly love you.Honestly,i really do afraid of losing you.I fear this relationship we build up together shattered down,i fear of everything.But what i know i wont let those fear just tryin to stop me,blocking me in every way..i love you always and will protect you always..I need you in my life.I tkkn kecewa diri you at all.No one can ever separate us at all...='(I love you today tomorrow and forever...
Love you baby..mwahx..

One more thing,ayang have keep asking me whether are you fat?Are you annoying?Some question which i find it hilarious,everytime when i answer your question you will scold me and thought i was lying to you..lol..well baby,i wanna you to read this poem below and really believe in this,please....whatever it say really what i am trying to say to you sayang..

The title of this poem is called,"The reasons you are beautiful",by Daniel Erdle.
To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons,
i wanna tell you why you are beautiful.
Here are the reasons:
You are beautiful extends as high as tallest mountains,
it goes on forever and never flatten.
Even when the clouds heighten,
you are here and the world brightens.
You are like a fruit that constantly ripens,
your beauty continues to grow no matter what happens.
You are uniquein a way that you glisten,
it never erodes,it only thickens.
My fondness for you constantly deepens,
because everytime i see you my knees start to weakens.
The rule of nature you do not follow,
you shine so bright you create your own shadow.
When you are out of side,the world feels shallow,
but your face never leaves my mind,it repeats like an echo.
Your beauty is like a boulder that cannot be moved,
it never shakes and it cannot be improved.
The one sound i like to hear,its an easy choice!
it's the soothing sound of your voice.
It complements your look with the perfect melody,
putting all around you in complete harmory.
Your beauty increases with every breath,
it exceeds the limit that my imagination can stretch.
You have what others could only wish to match,
but your beauty they will never catch.
I swear,you will the the answer to a prayer,
if someone wished for something rare with beauty to spare.
Given the choice i would choose you over air,
for air cannot be compare to Ayang,that i can never find elsewhere.

I love you baby,5 years time i promise it's gonna something special for us=)

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